Killing

Height of inside anger can make you toughf or can damage slowly with impact is quick.Why is it not possible for me these days to kill the depration that is killing me every day and night .

Coffee is green

I`m sorry for losing you.Now I`m trying to grip water in my empty hands which is flowing like a stream in a valley of my lonely dream.I have lost my time, I have lost my emotions,I had lost myself but my heart is not ready to lose you .It is clear that always for you only ,my coffee is green.

Travelling in a walking bus

I like the way things come and go ,with no time to lose hope as it happens so quickly ,leaving not chance to spare and during this all conversation I was looking at his face which was busy doing too many things in the same time.I'm a passenger ,travelling in a walking bus

Fast

Let me write about this age factor before it changes in the moving books.This year I have estimated the time that if I lived an average of 60 years ,the rise is now started to fall like a gravity that is equal to 9.8m/s*s.Physic's of my life ,life that I don`t have any guaranty of but surely it's moving from slow to fast

Sleeping

My eyes are saving the moments which help me to write my dreams ,my mind is ready to speak ,ears ready to hear the sweet tone of your lovely voice .You are angry but I know you love me .In my dreams ,leaving the room ,closing the door ,walking slowly towards my bedroom with you ,in my arms .We are sleeping

Why not

When I`ll leave ,no one will be allowed to follow me.No foot steps, no sign will be left behind.I know that you are busy in your life.You can not efford to waste your time . I know you have responsibilities and you have to fulfil them .You are right and why not,.,..

Dismis

Nothing written means nothing ,so let's write nothing for the common minded people.I have said it all for you but only if you know it.I know you are intelligent ,I know you ,I love you,I love you

Impossible is truth

This is the first time in my life that I want someone so deeply that I can't control my emotions, I want to cry like a lark ,thinking about the possiblities to make thing happen but how.I've fallen from the edge in the webb ,not willing to free myself ,waiting for you to come or this world burn to sun, hungry for longly waiting rain . I can feel my face fresh with all the pain gone into my eyes,ready to cry thousand drops .If you are not possible then impossible is truth

Date

In my short phase of life, never went out with any one, apart from you .Tho I have some special people ,who by the ways would have enjoyed my company on a dinner at a roof of a beautiful restaurant on the beach but I choose you to be the one ,one who always stays with me ,my soul and me .Together we are but alone on our date

Precis

1/3 of the story is summarized to form a short information .Thanks to my lovely teacher Mrs Wali ,May Almighty Allah bless her soul, taught us the technique to deal with it .At the start it was bit difficult but then my life swings around it .I have applied it thought out and have taken out the solution from it by collecting the right knowledge and leaving behind the useless article .

If undelivered

If I`m lost, post me back to the past so that I can tell you one more time that how long I have waited for you .Tell me why dint you come.I waited for you alone,sometimes during the day ,sometimes during night, looking up to see your face, which actually never happened.My heart is still waiting to be delivered not knowing about the address, if undelivered

Heart connection

Don`t take me wrong but I think my heart has connection with you,What? not again.I think you din`t sleep last nigh,she said.I love you ,looking in her eyes with smile on my face ,I said .Hiding her face in between her hand she was sitting on the chair .I stood up and slowly walked towards her ,hold her hands so I can see her face which was blushing with million colours that were coming and going like her breadth .One more connection is about to happen,once again my lips are missing the taste of your lips.

Melting

Hand in hand, we were walking on the sand when you kissed my lips.In full moon light I saw your face glowing like a star,then to hide your loving emotion you ran but not fast so I can't catch you.Now you were in my arms,not try hard to get released when we fall on the sand, you are still in my arms and I'm kissing your lips again and again and you are melting into my steaming body.

Black changed to white

White hair ,I was shocked to see the first of it and then I start looking for more.I'm getting old.I told to myself.Colour of cloud, glued my eyes stead ,looking in the mirror .It happens,I smiled .Welcome to the new era of black changed to white.

Trick

10 Rs. if you won.And how much if I loss,I enquire from the little boy who was waiting for his first opponent of the evening.Smiling,I turned back to his stall and suddenly I got covered by the little children who left their work and came to see their friend winning.I was still smiling to see them around me.A pot filled with sand had 8 pencils dipped inside.Only one pencil was sharpened and remain all were still in natural state.I started talking to them so I can get a clue from them but they have studied this game well,not ready to give me any chance ,when finally I got a break throw from one of them who told me which one is the right one .I played with their mind and watching their emotions when I got close to the right pencil.These two pencils look similar it shouldn't be this one and I took out the right one.Silence in the crowed,I laughed loud,without taking my winning money,I went pass them.They were bit upset after this bad start.The evening was good and in a happy mood I call to run home when I pass the same stall again.I was called by the children again and without wasting time I took out the pencil.Shocked,staring at that pencil which was by the way not the right one.Laughing paradise of those kids made my evening more remember able.without any word I took out 10Rs. and that boy took it as a world cup trophy.Loud cheer from the crowed.The little rascals won and I was walking fast ,the trick had worked.

Bonds of Life

Life plays to create an ionic or covalent bond ,empty or full of happiness.I don't know what went wrong in mine.As if one wants more and other to dictate what exactly.With me I'm standing in between two.Can`t get one and can't leave other.I love both the bonds of life,my life.

Face of Book

Illusion of views placed in a sand of mind,red from the faces of crowed,mixing them to form a book,in short study of people.I`m confused after writing this view.Am I also under attack of this infection or is it inertia in the desert of face of book

I'm Late

The time from when I remember some thing about me life,I have never shown deep concern about time.I was late from school most of the time,punishing other for the same problem I had. It is a habit,my only bad habit that I actually know.Of course I had other bad unknown habits I don`t want to know. I have never played with the relationship and their feeling.When I had to shout my emotion,I keep silence.How can I control my heart that beats you.My words are lost again.You are right.I'm late.

Maximize

The limit of struggle is hanging at it`s peak when the direction was changed.A thought came in his mind that when people reach their destination,the state of achievement is completed.The charm in life is left with the memories.Stretching his arms sidewards, he smiled,releasing from the height,telling himself that I will not live in the memories ,I`ll live with you.
He is falling with smile,not knowing if life will minimize or maximize.

King of the Jungle

Law and order of kingdom is not for me to follow.I`m the king.He said before the last breadth escaped his life.The shine was getting weak as the eyes were still open to see nothing more.Every rise has fall apart from The Creator.Let me live like a savage,let me be the King of the Jungle.

Release

Last night when I was trying to sinking in deep sleep,swimming round and round to drown and finally I slept.I was with you,flying around you like an eagle who just got freedom from a dark den.I called your name when I came out of this Sweet dream,closed my eyes again but you were gone.Let me be alone once again.Let me call you.I'm a standing stone,waiting for you to throw me back into the past.Leave me or Release me.

Imagination

Why always you have to act stupid to make a decision.when you know that I stay for you then why this always happens.We still need to grow up a bit.I said to her,waiting for her reply.Reply need someone on the other side.I don`t know till how long this imagination will support my one way Love.I know that you know me better then me.Only if this is true.Smiling once again,alone.

Instant

We human ,most of the time are not satisfied with what we have or had .Busy to gain more and more ever second of the instant.In the past people use to talk about years then months and now it`s up to the hours .Our future generation will be talking about minutes and then the count for seconds will start.Super fast era is still to come,help to grow in money with no time to spend it.
what are we up to.Conquering the world or our own fear. I have thought about it many time but till I`ll not join the race,I can`t find the bitter taste of it.I have a fear and i can`t fight against it.

Pieces

The word itself is cruel then it's action .A seprater,gap that remain,hopes to join again,cut that takes it all to break.These are things that can be seen from the eyes but what can`t be seen remain's deep inside the broken heart.Touch of love is the first step to take it to the fall.fall like pieces with eyes burning.I know ,I`m not the only one who din`t had a good night sleep for many days.We are two pieces,one love .

I LOVE YOU

She said bye while waving her hand to friends.You will drop me home ,right .I smiled in reply as car reached 112 km in seconds.Come, coffe is ready,she said with her eyes placed at my face as the car stoped in front of her house.I smiled again as if I have an important appointment at this time of night.Bye, I said,rushing to stop in front of the building,I last saw you at ,without looking back ,saying good bye, you went .I am standing their, once again to get the reply as if you love me deep inside your heart and want me to start it first,so here I`m standing every day to tell you that I LOVE YOU.

Stolen Heart

Love is a pain like nothing.It hurts and you still can`t cry loud.It burns to feel,it dream's to cry,it wakes to sleep,it stands to melt.I feel to cry I LOVE YOU in my sleep melting for you,thinking that you,your heart,your love and my stolen heart.